Nicole, bad?

Nicole the good girl is now turning over to the bad side. Yes I am aware of it, I think I am practicing my independence in an overly-exagggerated manner.

I used to drink OCCASSIONALY, but now it seems like my blood alcohol level is already reaching the higher end. Smoking is another plus, i am getting the hang of it already and to tell you frankly, it is fun. Though there is still one thing i havent tried, and seems like it will take long before i try it, Sex. My new year's resolution for 09 is pretty simple, just 2 words actually : GET LAID!. haha Its not a must but its a must try. I mean, it has to happen in some point in my life, just dont know when though.

Last night, i was out with some girlfriends. Initial plan was to just chill and have coffee but after a few hours we decided to drink instead. We didnt drink that much, but the amount of booze that flowed into my system was just about enough to make my senses a bit (oh alright, extremely) low. I went home wasted. I threw up, almost fell off a flight of stairs and nearly hit my head in the wall. Haay.. It was a fun night but the morning after that was hell. My head felt like it was splitting apart and my whole world was like vertigo.

I think I have not completely gone bad, Im just starting to live my life.