big 2-0!

Counting down 10 more days before i reach 20. The thought of adding another year to my life is sor of depressing. For one, i feel that im not doing much to satisfy my crave for excitement and adventure. Ambivalent, I want to take risk just to make things spontaneous but at the same time im afraid for the mayhem that it could bring to my life. Aargh. Gulo ko noh? hahaha

For the past 19 years of my lowly existence, i did accomplish a lot (or at least).I fell in love. I got dumped. I got cheated on (asshole).I met wonderful people. I gained new friends. Bonds of friendship were strenghtened. I fell in love again,and i blew it for some selfish reason.I finished 3 levels of Education. Weee! Elementary, High School, and College. Earning me a Bachelor of Science in Nursing Degree.I passed the Phil. Nurse's Licensure Exam. Now i can trully feel the joy of having RN as an appendage :) I won a National Debate Competition. I attended my first employment training. I moved back to the US. And is now a bum. haha. whats next for this 20 year-old eh?