Certified Biatch

Since I got here, which was just a couple of weeks back, I spend my monday nights in a nearby gym and play volleyball. Just a small gathering of our kind out to have some fun and play a good decent ball game. There around 20+ people who attend every monday, you can say its a nice way to mingle and meet new people knowing that im just new.

After a few games, i realized one thing, one crucial thing. I suck! as in I am no good at vball. Hey, at least im trying. Yes, i know how to play. I mean, when i was still in middle school I was actually part of the team, but that was way way back year 2000 or so, i think. The last time I played vball before this was way back freshman year in college. It got me thinking, do i suck because of lack of practice? or do i just suck period? Its kinda hard to gain new friends when you're the causing their defeat. Depressing!

Last monday while at the game, i learned that this bitch-of-a-teamate was talking shit about me. Well, it was basically because im no good for the team, thats what she thinks. I didnt snap and i remained calm. I didnt need her approval anyways, I was trying my best and i was doing my job.
Forgive me if im not good, but she was not some pro anyway. The nerve! It was supposed to be about unity but she's acting like she's all that, aargh. Irritating.

I wont mind her, i'll do my thing and she can do hers. The hell i care.